Thursday, November 20, 2008

Lost in Space

Okay, not really. Just busy in life! I realize it's been six months since I've been here - I know, I know! I'm so sorry! Truly, I am. I didn't mean to worry anyone with my absence. In my own defense, I told everyone I'd be gone awhile. Six months is a long while, I suppose...

(Kevin, I've seen your messages. Elaine, I've gotten yours, too. Carol, I've gotten yours. Kim, I've received yours as well. You're wonderful people). It was nice of you to think of me and to care enough to write. I have wondered how everyone has been, too, I just wasn't motivated enough to blog and as a result, didn't come in here or check on anybody, either.

A lot has happened in six months. I really will fill whoever is still around in, when I get the time to write a serious blog and not just a message update, so y'all will stop your worrying about me.

Do you know what I did today? I deleted my MyBlogLog and Blog Catalog accounts that were linked to this blog. Yes, the accounts that led you all to me. Why? Because I had literally thousands of messages waiting for me since I last checked my pages in both places (it's been six months, people) and as usual, when I'm overwhelmed I tend to draw up inside myself like a turtle inside its shell in hopes of escaping the hyperstimulus upon my life. Even now, though I'm here, I have said absolutely nothing to anyone of any importance. I'm just occupying space and time, and that's the real reason why I haven't blogged. I've had nothing I've felt led to say.

At least I didn't delete my blog page, right?

So, I said all that to say this... I don't know when I'll be in here to blog. I know it's difficult to understand, but I truly am busy and having a tough time juggling all my responsibilities right now. Blogging (writing) was always my recreational thing, my spare-time fun... and I simply don't have time for that in my life right now. I hope you understand.

See everyone on the flip side. It'll be sporadic, at best. Please take care. And BTW, Happy Thanksgiving to everyone!! Though times are tough for the whole country right now from an economic standpoint, I think if we each take a few moments to look inside our hearts, we can come up with one thing (at least) to be thankful for in our lives! Things can ALWAYS be worse.

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

Welcome back! Thought the lioness had been turned into a floor rug or something!

Look forward to reading more.

Anonymous said...

glad to hear something from u :D

Anonymous said...

A smile,"she's alive" ...thank god, I was thinkin about shaving my head and tatooing your eyeball on top of my head. ....Remember worry acomplishes NOTHING, if that's a problem for you....If depression is a problem, remember..do something even if it isn't right!....you still have the lovliest eye on the NET....Glad you are back girl!